Feeling extra lonely.

I've been used to being alone since I was little. I always played by myself and that was fine with me. Even in relationships I was kinda alone. I've had one relationship where we had alot in common, we did things together like photo dates or travelling but in the end he didnt end up being the right one for me.

I never thought the void of a good friend would ever make me feel like this. It never really fazed me until now that there's no one out there who I have a lot in common with to talk to.

I have friends and I have my husband but none of them have the same taste or likes that I do.

Lately, I've been wanting someone who can just give me their input or opinion about accent pillows or places that would be fun to shoot pictures at. Someone who wont be bored out of their minds and would be equally as excited about bohemian rugs or vintage furniture. I'm scared that all my failed friendships have left me socially retarded...

I know Im sounding pathetic but its late and my mind has run away with me again...